══════════════════════════════════════i have borderline personality disorder , medically recognised and it is a very huge part of me and how i interact with people , so please keep that in mind . I'm not a highly sensitive person just don't be a prick in all honesty or if we get close force me into talking about something I do not want to . I often get distant sometimes when I need a break from people , i am naturally avoidant - that isn't me trying to hurt you it's just me needing space .
please try your hardest to understand that when interacting with me , as it again plays a huge part in how my brain operates .

if you just so happen to be a fan of any of my interests please do not claim to like them more than me , as i can be highly defensive of them and i block completely freely ! similar to that , please do not hate on any of my interests ! if you do not like them that is your opinion that i don't wanna hear !! _ /nm i have no strict dni : but arsenal , united , city , and leaf fans your on thin ice . i also struggle seeing when I've done something wrong so if i have upset you please let me know ! i cannot do social cues . -14 & 21+ dni please══════════════════════════════════════

══════════════════════════════════════marvel cinematic universe : specifically Doctor Strange , Doctor Strange and the Multiverse of Madness , Avengers : Infinity War , Guardians of the Galaxy trilogy, Captain America : The Winter Soldier and many more ! i have watched every marvel movie ^^
Brokeback Mountain. i am ennis del mar's single handed biggest fan i have analysed him to unbelievable levels ! i also enjoy found footage horror movies such as V/H/S and Hell House LLC . i have consumed a lot of movies as it is my favourite hobby . I also enjoy Ryan Gosling's discovery including Project Hail Mary ! I adore Ryland Grace
similar to movies , i have consumed a lot of tv media as well . For example : Ted Lasso , House MD , Supernatural , Doctor Who , BBC Sherlock , The Pitt , Good Omens , Moonknight , Loki , all marvel cinematic universe tv shows , NBC Hannibal , Heated Rivalry ( although I do not associate myself with the majority of the fandom ) , Inside No.9 , Grand Tour , Top Gear , Horrible Histories , 9-1-1 , 9-1-1 : Lone star , Grey's Anatomy , Our Flag Means Death , IT : Welcome To Derry , Stranger Things ( although I do not associate myself with the majority of the fandom )

as for music , i enjoy a plethora of artists ! i do not have a set favourite genre i listen to , it's mainly just what sounds nice to me . My favourite artists are Adrianne Lenker and Jeff Buckley and i know both of their discoveries off by heart ! however i do enjoy more meloncholic music like alex g , car seat headrest , take care , sign crushes motorist . On the other hand i do quite enjoy listening to more upbeat music artists like Bad Bunny as i quite enjoy the vibe and summery feelings of his songs ! bonus is the fact that i love listening to music in other languages . Im also a sucker for britpop as it is a huge part of my culture , from oasis to blur to the beatles !! honestly just ask me about a band and ill give it a shot i like dabbling in all music :)══════════════════════════════════════

══════════════════════════════════════ice hockey :
MontrΓ©al Canadiens ; Nick Suzuki , Jakub Dobes , Juarj Slavkovsky , Carey Price , Lane Hutson , Cole Caufield .
Pittsburgh Penguins ; Sidney Crosby , Bryan Rust , Marc-AndrΓ© Fleury , Evgeni Malkin
football :
Liverpool Football Club ; Alisson Becker , Mo Salah , Andy Robertson , Virgil Van Dijk , Hugo Ekitike , Florian Wirtz , Luis Diaz , Caohmine Kelleher .
formula 1 / 2 / 3:
Daniel Ricciardo , Ayrton Senna , Alain Prost , Max Verstappen , Liam Lawson , Arvid Lindblad , Gabriel Bortoleto , Nico HΓΌlkenberg , Carlos Sainz , Nico Rosberg , Mika HΓ€kkinen , Kimi Raikkonen , Sebastian Vettel , Mark Webber , Michael Schumacher , Nicholas Latifi , Daniil Kvyat , Didier Pironi , Elio de Angelis , Gilles Villeneuve , Gerhard Berger , Nelson Mansell , Keke Rosberg . Nikola Tsolov , Noel LΓ©on , Ernesto Rivera , Freddie Slater !
motogp / 2 / 3 :
Valentino Rossi , Marc Marquez , Alex Marquez , Jorge Martin , Pedro Acosta , Collin Veijer , Jose Antonio Rueda , Rico Salmela , Brian Urigarte , Scott Ogden .
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oh my god hi guys :3
anyway there genuinely isn't words i could use to tell you all how i deep down really feel about you all, you are the best friend group I could've asked for regardless of distance or time you lot are always there for me and visa versa and i could not thank you enough. I love everything about our dumbass group, from age gap yaoi ( rip vc </3 ) to swimming yaoi to our mutual admiration for cats lmao. It all means so much to me, from the bottom of my heart i do love you all , people often say friendships dont work because someone gets left out or drama, but no, not us. I owe everything to you 3, forever and always . I love you all so much !! the scott, cleo and pearl to my martyn, the arthur arthur and george to my bach. Klee the crosby to my fleury. If it weren't for you all I don't think I'd be the same person.
Car :
my best friend. the missa to my philza, the oscar to my carlos. i love you. i know we don't normally get sappy but oh god car i really fucking do, if i had to describe the term " platonic soulmate " your name would come to my head without me even wanting it too. I know we've had our ups and downs due to various reasons, but we've got eachother back now and im so unbelievably happy about it. Those calls are genuinely one of my favourite pass times the fact that i can unmute without the fear of being mocked means a lot to me. you mean a lot to me. I love how we've basically adapted to each others vocabulary too, that touches my heart. The fact that we can basically finish eachother's sentences or predict what the other person's gonna say without meaning too is fucking hilarious to me. If i had to pick someone to be my best friend for eternity, it would be you.
ilysm car !!!!!!
Sunny :
you. guy. fella. creature. my dawn darling. the other half of my possessed duo. siblings in every universe. sunny i love you, i couldn't ask for a better sibling, i genuinely swear you get me so easily, from the references you make to the dynamic we hold. there is literally no other way to describe us other than twins, you are just a carbon copy of me in a different font and vise versa. I know we don't talk nearly as half as we used too, but we've known eachother for years, and i wouldn't change that for the world, your my eldest online friend !!!! and for a very good reason. You'll forever be the charlie to my phil and the sunny to my ramΓ³n. i love you so much even though your painfully deltarunepilled
Robyn :
robbierobbierobbierobbierobbie HAAAII HAII DAD HAAAII !!!!!!! okay no but like seriously im like in so much debt to you, you might not know it but hanging out with you feels like im allowed to breathe again after such a difficult year. I know we lost contact when you left school and changed your socials, but im so glad I found my way back to you despite all odds, i know we don't talk often or hang out a lot ( we should do this more . ) but you've changed my life quite literally , having someone especially someone who understands me like you do to hang around with means so much to me. the house to my chase, grace to my rocky. i love you so much dad and there's no getting rid of me now !!!!
Spencer
CIAAOO FRATELLINO!!!!! my little brother. the sam to my dean. robbo to my virgil, i love you buddy. i love our conversations we have when we're crashing out over Liverpool, it makes the suffering a lot easier (/silly) and in general i just really really like talking to you spen, my friends don't hear the end of you half the time, you truly are my little brother, i adore you like one. I know things haven't been the best but I'm so unbelievably proud of you for pushing on despite all odds, that just shows how undoubtedly strong you are. Ill always have your back spenny boy, now, tomorrow, and for the rest of our lives. ti amo <3
Matty :
hi matty <3
the max to my daniel, oscar to my lando. i adore you, i really do. I thought genuinely i was over for love in all honesty, after how badly he treated me, but then you walked right into my life, with the stupid face you pull everytime you take a photo and your cat and just swooped me off my feet, and im not arguing, not one bit. I love you, from the bottom of my heart, you make me feel like im floating, i know we aren't dating, but i want to spend my life with you, i want to learn every detail about your life and have a future with you if you'd have me. everything about you just speaks to me, as corny as that is, you make such an effort to actually care about habs and liverpool and that means the world to me, it shows me you care in a way I've never experienced before. I love you and your bach humour, the rants you go on about zerkaa and carlos sainz. i love how you look, your voice, everything about you from head to toe is absolutely perfect, and i mean it. I cannot wait to spend my life with you travelling the world, forcing you to listen to my crazed rants about Liverpool or waking up in the middle of the night for hockey, i cannot wait to go on walks together, i cannot wait to just have you. I love you so much in ways i wanna describe but there's just no words.
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